Lately I have been spending almost all of my time comparing myself to everyone else around me, and it’s been making me feel horrible. Putting myself down for what? Literally no one is thinking about me, why am I stressing about what EYE think everyone else is thinking. Why am I adding extra stress and misery into my life for things that are all in my head? Been sitting in depression for so long because I have this belief that I should be somewhere else just because that’s where everyone else is right now. I realize now, that I am right where I need to be. God doesn’t make mistakes, so why am I doubting my journey? God doesn’t make mistakes so why am I doubting that I will make it out of whatever I am going through. You know, “thou shalt not covet” is a real thing. …I mean obviously it is because it’s in the bible, but I mean it’s really there for a reason. I’ve just been sitting here coveting my peers lives and their happiness and it has done nothing but hold me back and make me miserable and stop me from completing important things for myself and my journey because I just felt like it wasn’t worth it. I would see friends laughing smiling and enjoying their lives and because I didn’t have it I for some reason felt less than. I would see friends post success story’s about new jobs and graduations, I would feel not smart enough because I just couldn’t see an end for myself. I spent every day doubting myself because my little achievements didn’t seem comparable, so I would hide alone in my misery and covet. But for what, why, to what end? I don’t really know where I’m going with this to be quite honest, I just needed to get this all out. I’m just tired of fighting this battle with myself, whether or not I’m good enough, I’m tired. This past few months I’ve been trying to figure out what is wrong with me and why I can’t seem to get things to click like everyone else has. I finally realized that’s what was wrong, I’ve been so focused on coveting the lives of everyone else, I haven’t been focusing on myself. I mean I have, just not in a positive way. Why is it so easy to be positive for other people but not for yourself …who knows, but I hope after this epiphany I find out how to be a source of positivity for myself.
Accept the fact that you will grow apart from people you’ve had significant relationships with. Understand when someone no longer positively affects your life. Let them go. Don’t hinder your growth.
Believe it or not, the adorable brown panda is the only one of its kind in the world. Called Qizai, this cutie was actually abandoned at the tender age of 2 months old by his momma bear and even had to face bullying from other pandas growing up.
Won’t this, ya know, be a bad idea and give Trump an advantage over the Democratic Party altogether?
How so?
It splits a the democratic votes apart and that way, neither Dem candidate will get enough to win. If Bernie can’t even get the nom in the primary, why would he get enough write ins to stand a chance to win the Gen Election? Plus, there are some states where you can’t even write in. This is a Bad Idea. It’s unfortunate, but you can tell there’s a ton of Bernie supporters who are young/haven’t been taught enough about the full election process to make decisions accordingly.
oh god the fact that someone asked how so is terrifying here. do the #BernieorBust people truly not understand what the consequences of their actions will be?
Lol this has nothing to do with Bernie supporters. Young republicans are saying the same about Rubio and Paul Ryan as well. It’s their first time voting so they don’t really know how it works. Granted it wasn’t taught to them in school so I don’t blame them but if you see anyone saying write in Bernie make sure to inform them why it won’t work.
I should probably come on here and write more, not that y'all care, but I need a journal and I’m too cheap to buy one so this might as well be my journal sincereesponsive I know it won’t get read anyway
